Seeing Hannah: My Trip to Spruce Pine

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About a year and a half ago, I decided I should take a trip to the cemetery to visit Hannah's gravesite.  I had wanted to visit the little town in western North Carolina for decades, and I finally made a point of it Memorial Day weekend in 2012.  At that time I had no idea I would be starting a blog, so I didn't take as many photos as I should have.  I will go back.

Spruce Pine last May.

Downtown Spruce Pine

Downtown Spruce Pine

An abandoned theatre outside of town.

An abandoned theatre outside of town.

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A house along a country Bakersville road.  Although rundown, I find it absolutely beautiful.

Hannah's grave at the Bear Creek Baptist Church, Bakersville, NC.  Note the incorrect date of death.

After leaving Tennessee, I headed east.  The western mountains of North Carolina are difficult to fully describe:  majestic, daunting, breathtakingly beautiful.  I had to be incredibly careful not to look around too much as I soon realized running off the road and rolling down the tree covered mountains is a definite possibility! 

I located the church and graveyard in Bakersville and wandered around looking for her headstone.  The entire cemetery has a beautiful backdrop of the mountains.  I came upon Hannah's parents, cousins, brothers, grandparents.  Almost giving up, I found her resting place almost right at the entrance to the cemetery. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I made my first stop in Jonesborough, Tennessee, where my late father's cousin lives.  To my knowledge, only one portrait of Hannah exists, and it hangs in a house in Jonesborough.  I had to see it in person, mainly because there are no copies, and I wanted to take a photo to have as my own.  The portrait is actually a painting from (my best guess) the 1890s, painted when Hannah was probably around 20 years old.  When I stood close to it, I could see the aging and chipping of the paint at the top, and it probably will not survive for too much longer.  But I did my best.  And now I have a picture of Hannah.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

After spending time in Spruce Pine and Bakersville (and a big thank you to the Bakersville Public Library for being so kind to this freaky intense woman in their Carolina Room), I headed to Morganton to see the hospital where Hannah died.

The main building at Morganton State Hospital, now Broughton.

The entrance into the main building.  The door strikes me as being very old, and I wonder if Hannah walked through it before being admitted.

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The cemetery at Broughton flanked by two angel statues.

The graves of the people buried at Broughton, mentioned in Tom Jimison's articles. 

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The Charlotte News articles: Tom Jimison and the Morganton Women's Ward

Discovering the conditions at the Morganton State Hospital only added to my desire to find out more about what happened to Hannah during her stay there.  The hospital reports told me some, but I still wanted to find out more on a personal level.  I discovered two series of Charlotte News articles about life in Morganton State Hospital:  "Out of the Night of Morganton" by Tom Jimison and an exposé on the women’s ward.

Jimison, a prominent lawyer, activist, and former minister, made a name for himself in North Carolina as a labor organizer and reformer.  He struggled with alcoholism and worked for the Charlotte News as a freelancer to earn an income.  Clark R. Cahow in People, Patients and Politics says, "Jimison's popularity as a preacher and a newspaper man resulted from a combination of fierce mountaineer independence and the ability to relate his opinions, whether on love, loyalty, patriotism, or the events of the day, in an appealing North Carolina dialect that 'rang true' to the native listener and the reader." 

In early 1940, Tom Jimison voluntarily checked himself into the State Hospital at Morganton where he stayed for a little more than a year.  His doctors suggested he receive treatment for his alcoholism and exhaustion, along with Jimison admitting "a sort of hankering to see how the institution at Morganton was run."  In January of 1942, the Charlotte News began a series of 16 articles written by Jimison about his time and treatment there.  (Just a side note:  I understand these articles were written about 18 years after Hannah's stay.  I have no reason to think the treatment changed much in those 18 years.  Therefore, I believe what Jimison and the anonymous female author stated can be closely compared to previous decades.)

Right away, Jimison noticed the hospital had the air of a prison rather than a place of rehabilitation:  "...the physically ailing are tenderly nursed while the mentally ill are hurried off to public asylums where they are incarcerated like felons and practically forgotten by society."  Jimison spent two weeks in the county jail before being admitted to Morganton, a standard procedure of the time.  "At best, the present procedure is of a quasi-criminal nature, and the average patient reaches the hospital in Morganton after a sojourn in a filthy jail; and it frequently happens that they arrive in handcuffs in charge of some unsympathetic peace officers.  I have seen many arrive there covered with vermin from some county jail and frightened within an inch of their lives.  They get off to a bad start.  Drat 'em, they should have not gone crazy in the first place."

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One of the most horrific subjects Jimison writes about is the women’s ward. 

“There was one thing at the hospital that always harried my very soul.  It was the screaming of the women.  To me the most terrifying noise on earth is the anguished wail of a demented woman.  It has in it the pain of perdition, the agony of a broken heart, the cold shuddering fear of a lost soul.”

He recalls an elderly woman who would stand at her window and scream:

“What was going on in her tortured mind?  Was she hearing vulgar voices which shocked her sensitive nature with ugly suggestions and indecent proposals?  Was she seeing ghosts and goblins and impish apparitions?  Was she being haunted and tormented by the recollection of unseemly conduct of the dim and distant past?  Or was it Rachel weeping for her children because they were not?  Perhaps no one would ever know.  Apparently no one cared.”

The anonymous writer of The Women’s Ward at Morganton came from a prominent family and studied at Queens College in Charlotte.  In the summer of 1939, she entered Morganton State Hospital due to a nervous condition.  At the beginning of each of her articles, the Charlotte News states her identity is known to them, but because of the stigma of mental illness, they have chosen to withhold her name.

Almost immediately, she discovered the horrific condition of the food.  The admitting nurse informed her she arrived too late for lunch and the hogs on the grounds ate the leftovers.  The patient wrote, “I felt sorry for myself at first, but when I saw the food, my sympathy was all for the hogs.”  Jimison also spends a lot of time criticizing the food, describing dishes filled with flies and once even a rat.  He also describes a situation where a fellow patient who suffered from itchy sores all over his head would be in charge of handing out bread to the other patients while he scratched.  Only when Jimison complained several times and reached the top level of the administration was the patient relieved from his job of serving bread to the tables. 

The Woman’s Ward author was placed in the “front ward:” a dark, dismal area where the walls had so much dirt on them they appeared black.  Other patients told her she got the lucky ward; the back wards contained women crowded into poorly ventilated rooms and hallways where one bulb hung from the ceiling and the stench of human waste made her gag.  Forty women shared three toilets that constantly overflowed; toilet paper was rationed but ran out within three days.  Although a tuberculosis section existed, patients who suffered from TB and syphilis mingled together.

Every night the author shook out her bedding to get rid of the roaches infested there.  She longed to get outside even for just a short time, but she soon learned the women were never let outside for fresh air; many women were crowded onto a porch that only had five chairs for 40 people, and some women had not set foot outside for decades.  The nurses would herd some of the women from the back wards onto the porches and lock the doors, leaving them there for hours.  The porch had no bathroom facilities.  The author describes a nurse putting a fellow patient in a straight jacket and locking her on the porch for hours on a cold November day.

While at Morganton, the anonymous female patient received only one medical examination.  She describes doctors coming through the hallways and barely even glancing at their patients.  Jimison, however, speaks highly of some doctors.  He does deliver harsh criticism of the attendants and nurses, almost all of whom were completely unqualified, mostly illiterate, and severely underpaid.  Patients did a large amount of work cleaning for the hospital, working long hours despite severe illness.  The anonymous author describes a woman who “…was about ready to go home.  She was doing as much work as she was able to do on the ward but the nurse ordered her to go to the hospital ward to work.  She begged not to go, saying that she could not hold up the hospital work.  I think that she was going through the menopause.  The nurse forced her to go and the inevitable happened.  She went berserk, was placed on a back ward and was still there when I last heard of her.”

The hospital went to great lengths to uphold a reputable front while covering up what actually happened within the wards.  Nurses and attendants censored patient correspondence and removed anything negative about the hospital.  Some letters managed to get out, but many were thrown away.  Patients received visitors in a spotless room in the front ward so not to give a negative impression to family members.  Any complaints made by the patients were dismissed as “delusions”. 

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Although Morganton released Jimison and the author of The Women’s Ward, many people, like my great grandmother, Hannah, met their deaths while committed.  Jimison writes:  “When a patient dies the hospital notifies his family.  If they are sufficiently interested and sufficiently able they send for the body.  If not the deceased is placed in a cheap, rough coffin, made in the hospital carpenter shop and lined with black fabric from the sewing room, and buried beneath a heavy chain which is supported by concrete posts.  Over each grave along these strands of chains is placed a brass tag of identification.  Jes’ a patient.  One wag gazed at the heavy chains along the rows of graves and exclaimed, “I’ll be damned! They keep us locked up as long as we live and then chain us down when we die.”  Reading this, I found some comfort in knowing my family sent for Hannah and buried her in her church graveyard near her home and loved ones.

Both authors spoke vehemently about reform and change for the Morganton State Hospital.  I was surprised and touched at how both of them showed such great pride in the state of North Carolina.  Jimison writes, “I cannot believe that the people of North Carolina are content to have their sick and helpless neighbors herded in such an asylum, fed on fat back and dried beans, worked like convicts, and then furnished with such a small staff of physicians that many of them cannot have the proper medical attention when wracked with physical pain and suffering.”  The anonymous author ends her series of articles saying:

“The people of North Carolina are noted for their goodness and piety.  They have ever been leaders in moments to better the sufferings of humanity.  I do not believe there is a citizen of this state who, if he were allowed to go through the State Hospital and experience conditions as they actually are, would not come away with the feeling that his fellow man had been betrayed.  Certainly it is not the will of the estimable men, our neighbors and friends whom we send to the Legislature, that such conditions exist.  The inmates of the hospital are our own people, boys and girls with whom we romped as children, now grown to manhood and womanhood, a neighbor from across the street, a friend from the hills, our own brother or sister, mother or father…Let us have a State Hospital at Morganton that pays it helpers a living wage, a hospital that gives to its patients kindness and understanding, a hospital that rebuilds minds and bodies wherever possible, and that gives to those pitiable incurable patients a haven of refuge and comfort.”

Even though I don’t exactly know what Hannah went through, I can say her three months at Morganton were bleak and dark.  And since the hospital offered insufficient medical care, I have to question her cause of death.  I will never know.  I hope her suffering and death happened quickly.  But I know her family dealt with her absence for decades.  My father told me once how my grandfather would sit on the front porch and cry, and no one knew why.  I have to believe he felt the lack of his mother in his life acutely, and since he came from a generation where the past wasn’t really discussed, his wounds ran deep. 

So where am I left with all this?  I want the world to know there was a woman named Hannah English Stafford who walked among the western hills of North Carolina.  She spent her girlhood in the mountains among the flowering rhododendrons in the summer.  She was part of a community where she went to school and church where her father led the choir.  She was a daughter, sister, wife, mother, and grandmother many times over.  She laughed, cried, and wondered.  She held and nursed babies.  I don’t know why her family committed her, but I do know she was cheated out of what the best of life has to offer for whatever reason.  She has captured my heart and will always be remembered.  Rest, Hannah.

Chasing Hannah

Finding how Hannah died set off some kind of emotional upheaval within me.  Knowing my great-grandmother died in this hospital was something I never expected.  I felt a very intense connection to her even though I had never met her.

Hannah had my grandfather at age 34, the same age when I gave birth to my son.  What did my grandfather know?  Did he know she was sick?  What did family members tell him when she went away?  Did he know she was going to a hospital?  Did he know she would die?  How did he cope as a young boy of 9 without his mother?

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I had to take another look at her death certificate.  On closer look, I noticed her death date was different from the one on her grave marker.  The date my aunt provided me was January 15, 1921.  The cemetery in North Carolina also lists her death date as January 15, 1921.  The date on her death certificate shows January 22, 1922, a full year after the date my aunt gave me.  Why is this information wrong?  A clerical error?  I tend to lean to the death certificate as the official and true date, but I will forever wonder why her headstone is incorrect.

Additionally, the death certificate shows an erroneous name for her mother.  Hannah's mother's name was Mary Jane Sparks, not Elizabeth Hunter as shown on her certificate.  I have to chalk this up to another clerical error, but I have to believe whoever was providing information to the hospital did a very sloppy job.

Now to her cause of death.  From what I can tell from the writing, the cause states bulbar paralysis as the reason.  The clearest definition I found states it is a "chronic, progressive, generally fatal paralysis and atrophy of the muscles of the lips, tongue, mouth, pharynx, and larynx due to lesions of the motor nuclei of the lower brain stem, usually occurring in late adult years."

After doing some searching on Google, I quickly found out that Morganton State Hospital is still running and now called Broughton Hospital. I desperately wanted to find some information...any information that would give me insight to my great grandmother's hospitalization and death.  I decided to call the hospital and request some details and possible records they might have archived. 

An operator quickly transferred me to a woman who handles genealogical calls.  She very professionally and patiently answered whatever questions I had.  According to her, in the 1980s the hospital sent most of the records to Raleigh where they were subsequently destroyed.  My heart sank.  But she thought maybe they could find something about Hannah's time there and sent me a form for my father (who was still living at the time) to fill out with any information I may have about Hannah.  I sent the form back to the Broughton Hospital Health Information Management Department and anxiously waited for any information they could give me. 

I received back a very thin envelope.  One piece of information they had was what they called the "death card:" 

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The librarian at the hospital also found a few other pieces.  One was from the patient ledger book, which stated:

Hannah Stafford, Patient #8060, Admitted: 10/21/1921, Female, 42 years old, Married, NC, Mitchell County, Education:  Reading/Writing, 1 attack, Duration 6 years, Cause: Unknown, Died: 1/22/1922, Cause of Death: P. & Brain Disorder (may be abbreviation of paralysis), Beacher Paralysis (spelling may be off -- record handwritten and difficult to read).

Another from the Grave book: 12-2-1909 -- 7-2-1925:

Hannah Stafford, Patient #8060, Died 1/22/1922, 11:15am, Body shipped to Spruce Pine, NC.

The last came from the county Correspondent Book 1915-1926:

Correspondent of Hannah Stafford: D.J. English, Admitted: 10/21/1921.

Although I couldn't have been happier to get what little information the hospital could offer, I still wanted more.  I began to contact people who I thought could give me insight into what the mental health care system was like in North Carolina at the time.  Maybe then I could understand what Hannah went through at Morganton.

Finding Hannah

What I found stopped my heart and changed my life completely.

Genealogy is a puzzle, a mystery that unravels and sorts itself out (sometimes with more questions than answers) the more you research.  Finding missing pieces continually drives me forward.  The more dead ends I encounter, the more compelled I am to push forward and discover my ancestors and the lives they lived. 

When I started researching my family tree with Ancestry.com, I couldn't wait to find answers about my paternal great-grandmother, Hannah English Stafford.  Very little was known about her.  I knew she died when my grandfather, Frank Stafford, was little boy, and my father said the cause of death (from what he understood) was a brain aneurysm.  All that seemed a little vague to me, and I began the journey trying to discover more about her.

My grandfather came from a small town in western North Carolina called Spruce Pine.  Shortly after his mother's death, the 1930 census shows he moved with his father, John Stafford, and John's new wife, Sadie, to Washington County, Tennessee.  Several years later, he met and married my grandmother and finally settled in Baltimore, Maryland, until he died in 1982.

I began with my grandfather's birth certificate.  The state of North Carolina started recording birth certificates in 1913, but I assumed since my grandfather lived in a rural area and was born in 1913, no birth certificate was filed.  Therefore, in 1941, he applied for a delayed birth certificate. 

(Can we just pause for a moment at the fact the midwife was named Biddie Buchanan?  Could a midwife get a better name than that?)

(Can we just pause for a moment at the fact the midwife was named Biddie Buchanan?  Could a midwife get a better name than that?)

From this, I had his father and mother's names.  My aunt also gave me her birth date, November 9, 1878, and death date, January 15, 1921.  I plugged all this information in.  And those little leaves started to show up.

I found her in the censuses for 1880, 1900, and 1910 when she lived in an area near Spruce Pine called Snow Creek.  In 1920, the census states she lived in the Grassy Creek area of Spruce Pine.  This census particularly interested me because this is the last census before she died.  Hannah was forty at this point, and my grandfather was a little boy of eight.  She had a total of six children in her home in 1920, the oldest being 20, the youngest six.  I can see they rented their home, and my great-grandfather worked as a laborer at the Harris Clay & Mining Company.

Now I really needed to find her death certificate.  Even early on in my research, I realized how important death certificates are.  Not only do they list the cause, date, and place of death, but they usually will give you the deceased person's parents' names and places of birth, a little gem taking you into the next generation. 

What I found stopped my heart and changed my life completely.

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Hannah died in Morganton, North Carolina, a town a little over forty miles from her home.  And she died at a psychiatric facility called Morganton State Hospital. 

No one ever mentioned this.  Ever.  The idea of a state hospital started all sorts of feelings and emotions running through me.  Why was she there?  What happened in her life to get her there?  How much did my grandfather know?  What was this hospital like?  Who went there?

I knew a journey had started for me.  I needed as many answers as I could possibly find, and I would exhaust every resource until I found them.